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It’s with a feeling of quiet achievement and sadness that I continue putting my Patreon and my website together. The achievement feels quiet because everything takes longer. Sometimes, it feels like I’m writing and developing the website through a sheet of nearly opaque glass. The sadness is about the time

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Expectations

Sometimes, I drive myself away from the page with the expectation that my thoughts and writing “should” be profound and uplifting. I come here now to remind myself that my creative work, whether sacred or profane, is what I live for. My body is wracked by pain and exhaustion. I

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